I dream. BIG

I often dream about if I will or will not one day become a "professional photographer". I read about how so many others started and I realize that everyone starts 'somewhere'. I think about so many things I could be doing or not doing and then I think about the fact that I have only been doing this for a little over a year. I think alot of times I am really hard on myself, alot harder on myself then others are on me and I'm not sure why. There are many things that I need to work on but I know that I must take things one day at a time and God will place things in my life as HE wants them to be. HE knows the plan for me and always has. All I know is I have a love so deep for photography that it must be shown. I cannot hold it in or my heart would literally burst into pieces. I have this longing for some'thing' to fullfill my life with great pleasure daily. That 'thing' is photography. So, to sum things up, no I am not some great big star...haha, way far from it! But, in my heart, when I capture that shot that makes a mother or a wife or a husband say OM-Goodness that makes my dream seem so real.